Monday, October 18, 2004

Crunch time

We are down to the last 3 days before Ghost Train opens. I've bitten all my finger nails off due to nerves about getting everything done for the production. I'm wound so tightly that I feel like I'm going to snap in half. If it weren't for the couple shots of vodka after work on Sat, I might have... We've worked 12-14 hour days all weekend to get things done. Finally it looks like it's coming together. The volunteers have worked harder this past weekend than I've seen them work the whole year. They have done an excellent job, and Mike really came though this weekend too. There is still probably about 12-24 hours worth of work to do on the project. I'm trying to decide if I should head to work early to get started or relax a bit and let things be. I'm heavily favoring the second option... but may sit here worrying about what isn't getting done if I don't go in... that's not relaxing.

Friday, October 15, 2004

Bartender's Blues

I went to the George Jones concert last night. My mom guilted my dad into going with me. He enjoyed himself though and it was a pretty nice time. The concert itself was really good. Well worth going to, and I'm glad I took dad with me and didn't have to go by myself. Hmmm, I'm going to keep this post short tonight. I have a Reader's Digest that I want to read while I have a few free minutes.

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Good feeling...gone

I've been a bit depressed, and couldn't think of anything I felt was worthwhile to post on here... so I haven't posted since my wonderful weekend. I finally decided I just needed to put something on here so that the few who do read don't think I've disappeared... or worse, don't care anymore.

It's getting closer to 'The Ghost Train' and I'm doing everything I can to make sure the event will go well, but I'm not sure it's enough. I still insist on having my days off to be with my family, but I'm having a miserable time separating work from home. I can't forget all the stuff that isn't finished when I'm having family time. I'll be so happy when the entire event is over!!

On a positive note, I decorated my bedroom... painted it, made curtains, made a nice shelf, hung pictures, moved the furniture around. I like the outcome and the nice sense of accomplishment the project provided. I'm glad that I finished the job and it turned out so well. :-)

I have a bit of an escape from Ghost Train tonight. My supervisor is going to take over tonight's meeting and I'm going to go to a George Jones concert tonight... alone. Haven't found anyone that is able to use my second ticket. Maybe I'll be able to sell it onsite and recoup some of the $50 I spent on a second ticket. The thought of that ticket and not being able to find a friend to go with me makes me feel incredibly lonely. I've told everyone that I asked to go with me that it was OK that they couldn't go... but it isn't. I'll try to make the best of it though. That's the best I can do for now.

It's time for me to get ready for work now. Take care everyone, and remember how special your friends are!

Monday, October 04, 2004

An exceptional weekend

I had an exceptionally good weekend. It's been a long time since I've felt completely renewed after a day off. It started off normally. I had to work Saturday, and wasn't quite sure what the evening would bring. My original plans for Sat night were looking pretty weak and I thought about going to see the Violent Femmes in concert, but couldn't get excited about going by myself. Luckily, I got a call from my friends, who had a 3rd ticket to the get-together after the tri-service cup regatta. I didn't get to race with them because I had to work, but I met them at the shindig for some pizza and wine as we awaited the results of the race. Afterwards, we went back to Scott's house to watch a movie: "Stone Mountain". I enjoyed the movie, particularly Renee Zellweger's portrayal of her character. The movie was both depressing and hopeful. I didn't like the soldier going through so much to die at the end of the movie, but I suppose not everyone gets their happy ending... and life does go on. Greg seemed to enjoy the movie. Scott wasn't too happy with the ending. After it was over Scott went to bed and I stayed up a while and watched TV and talked with Greg. All together, it was a pretty nice day... but Sunday was GREAT!!

I woke pretty early in the morning... as always. I was up by 7, but no one else was, so I grabbed a book and read for an hour or two. Scott still wasn't feeling well in the morning, so Greg and I went out fishing by ourselves. The day was gorgeous! We took his Carolina Skiff out on Bennetts Creek over to the Nansmond River Bridge. Greg let me take over the boat for a while, which I enjoyed much more than I thought I would. I don't usually like playing with other people's expensive toys. I'm always scared that I'll screw something up. Greg has a pretty easy going attitude. He's very easy to relax around, and I feel I can be 'myself'. We followed his plan to drift in the wind and current toward the bridge, but didn't catch anything with that approach so we tried setting the anchor under the bridge and sitting there for a while. The time flew by, I got a chance to stretch out in the sun and relax for a bit... and try to ease the pain in my back. I didn't catch anything except for some great pictures of brown pelicans sitting on an old dock near the bridge. In fact, if I hadn't seen fish swimming by on the fish finder, I might have given up after an hour or so and declared the area a 'barren wasteland'. Not catching fish was fine with me though... just being out there was an exhilarating experience. I was so nice to live in the moment, to enjoy the day, the place, just being alive. After fishing, Greg and I stopped for a quick late lunch/early dinner.

The finale of my weekend was going to the Rascal Flatts concert up in Richmond. After Greg and I got back to Scott's house, I hopped back in my car and drove up to the Richmond Raceway and State Fairgrounds. I've been waiting for this concert for months. Purchased my ticket the day they went on sale a few months ago. I thought my seat was in the 10th row based on the seating chart provided by ticket master when I purchased the tickets. When I got to the ampitheater, I found out I was in the 3rd row. I've never been that close to the stage at a major, sold-out concert before. What a rush! Julie Roberts played a nice set to begin with.

Chris Cagle was incredible! It was so nice to be able to see the expression on his face. He sounded so genuine when he said "I told the guys you know you've made it when you are playing in the dark." He was so full of energy! At the end of his set he told the audience "See you when I get there!" Well, I think he's already there :-)

Rascal Flatts was worth every bit of the money I spent on my ticket. I have never sang, danced and laughed so much at a concert before. I sang right along with every word! I actually enjoyed going to the concert by myself. I could act as I pleased and no one was there to brief my friends on my behaviour afterward... Now that doesn't mean I was flashing a camera, or getting plastered, because I didn't (not even a single beer.) But I did dance, which is something I never do. I don't usually let myself get lost in the music, but I did there, and once again found myself completely living in the moment... and completely happy with who I was and where I was.

Toward the end of Rascal Flatts set, the people in the first 3 rows were allowed to come to the edge of the stage. I didn't expect that! It made the experience all the more incredible. I almost had the opportunity to have my t-shirt signed by one of the band members. It didn't quite work out for me, but in this case almost was just fine. It didn't diminish my feelings at all. I left with a smile on my face and on the drive home I sang the whole way.

The concert ended at 10pm, and I didn't make it home until midnight. When I got home, I had to prepare my daughter's school fundraiser, to be turned in the next day. I finished that around 2 am, then went to bed and got up at 6:30am. I made it to work on time, but depended heavily on coffee to get me through the day. 6 cups of coffee... and I usually don't drink any! My good mood stayed with me all day though. I'm still smiling :-)

Oh, they allowed cameras at the concert. I was hoping they would, and I had my little digital camera with me. I'll add some pictures from the fishing trip and the concert when I get a chance... What an awesome weekend!

Saturday, October 02, 2004

Here's to feeling better

I'm not too sure where to begin this evening... The day started out with inventory of the store at the park. I made it through inventory, but my ears felt like they were going to burst and my face had so much pressure behind it that I couldn't concentrate on anything but the pain. After 2 miserable hours I called it quits and headed to the doctor. It took a couple of hours to make it through the urgent care, but I ended up with a diagnosis of a sinus infection and a prescription for antibiotics and flonase. Here's to feeling better. I'm hoping that happens very soon.

I thought about going back to work because there is so much to do right now, but that thought was fleeting. Instead I went home and curled up on the sofa. I drifted in and out of sleep, but woke up enough to watch an Oprah that really resonated with me. I felt glued to the seat. Couldn't stop crying over the whole show... that's another story for another time though.

Around 5:30 I got the bright idea to try and get ticket to this evening's 7:30pm Disney on Ice show. I should have thought about it much earlier. Poor planning on my part. By that time, the only tickets left were at the box office or at a ticket master outlet, none by phone or internet. I wasn't ambitious enough to go to one of the outlets or drive the 45 minutes to the venue to try to find tickets. Not feeling the way I felt anyway. Instead, I opted for a walk to the Blockbuster with the kids and we rented a few movies. We stopped and got chicken nuggets for their dinner. (I wasn't particularly hungry) When we got home, we started the movie. Scooby Doo 2, ate the chicken nuggets, and made a milkshake for dessert. Yummy!

That was pretty much it for the day. Talked with the neighbors for a little bit. Contemplated what my weekend plans were going to be also. Seems some of them have fallen through. I was a little dissapointed about that, but it saves money on the babysitting. The prices are outrageous! Mom would do it for free of course, but I don't like asking her too often. Well, no matter what happens over the weekend, I still have a concert to look forward to on Sunday night at the State Fair. It will be a long drive up to Richmond by myself, but I'm looking forward to it, and the concert is one that I've wanted to see for quite a while. That should be fun.